tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-69995717559345152832011-07-08T06:54:00.564-07:00heather tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05402952502508350134noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999571755934515283.post-64703149397422835152009-07-09T02:50:00.000-07:002009-07-09T03:07:16.589-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ECIxW5SuysQ/SlXAhI6KknI/AAAAAAAAAGY/5XjABFOrZBw/s1600-h/thumbnail%5B9%5D.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5356399007386735218" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 126px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 160px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ECIxW5SuysQ/SlXAhI6KknI/AAAAAAAAAGY/5XjABFOrZBw/s320/thumbnail%5B9%5D.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>the sky is crying now,together wif my broken heart...i cant help from feeling useless...feel like a boron...i try to get bec...d spirit tat had gone since d first day i enter tis university...University Teknology Petronas...a gud name to heard...a skul tat ppl ask 4 n even cry 4...but behind tis glorious name...i am suffering...i hardly can breath everyday...d stress tat i feel is killing me...i duno wat should i do to make me feel better...everyday is a hastic day 4 me...rush here n there...like mad gal...sometimes i really feel like wan to gv up...but i noe i cant...all hope on my shoulder...keep on pressing me to d limit...i jz hope tat d time can turn bec...to d time when i were in secondary skul...surrounding by frends...no tension...my day at tat day was full of laughter...i tat day seem like so long away from now...i jz wan bec tat laughter...naive hapiness...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6999571755934515283-6470314939742283515?l=heathertan91.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>heather tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05402952502508350134noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6999571755934515283.post-62659893786460567142009-07-04T21:32:00.000-07:002009-07-04T21:51:43.737-07:00wat wrong wif me??i moody now....many thg across my mind...suddenly i feel like hopeless,helpless....d pressure killing me day by day...u noe wat feel like??like a heavy stone pressing my chest...cant breath...i duno wat should i do??i miss my mum...last nite...after i knew tat she working overtime...my heart melt...since my dad pass away...she take all d burden squarely on her shoulder...because of her...i can stand until now...n i duno i can stand any longer...i scare i make u dissapionted,mum...my heart is crying while seeing ur face...d wrinkle on ur face show how much u suffer 4 tis family...sometimes...i keep on asking y my dad so selfish...he left us alone...alone...u noe wat its feeling like when u r a orphange...u feel lonely,helpless...no one stand up 4 u when other bully u...no one teach u when u duno how to do ur homework...no one share ur happiness when u succeed...sometime...i cry quietly...y is me tat nid to feel tis pain...although its ady 8 years...u pain still there...keep on bleeding...i jz scare tat i ady dun hv any energy to stand up again after tis when i fall...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6999571755934515283-6265989378646056714?l=heathertan91.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>heather tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05402952502508350134noreply@blogger.com6